Part 1 - Do you think God hates you? - Desie Escamilla

Do you feel like God is unjust? Do you think God hates you because of all you have been through? Desie Escamilla had a very difficult upbringing. In her late teens, she accidentally shot and killed her boyfriend. The guilt drove her into alcohol, drugs, and same-sex relationships.

She tried to escape the pain, but it never left and her suicide attempts failed. Desie told God off one day and to her surprise, He spoke back. Find out what The Lord said and how it humbled her to completely change.

Part 2 - Do you think God hates you? - Desie Escamilla

Do you feel like God is unjust? Do you think God hates you because of all you have been through? Desie Escamilla had a very difficult upbringing. In her late teens, she accidentally shot and killed her boyfriend. The guilt drove her into alcohol, drugs, and same-sex relationships.

She tried to escape the pain, but it never left and her suicide attempts failed. Desie told God off one day and to her surprise, He spoke back. Find out what The Lord said and how it humbled her to completely change.

Part 3 - Do you think God hates you? - Desie Escamilla

Do you feel like God is unjust? Do you think God hates you because of all you have been through? Desie Escamilla had a very difficult upbringing. In her late teens, she accidentally shot and killed her boyfriend. The guilt drove her into alcohol, drugs, and same-sex relationships.

She tried to escape the pain, but it never left and her suicide attempts failed. Desie told God off one day and to her surprise, He spoke back. Find out what The Lord said and how it humbled her to completely change.

Part 1 - Who you hang around with is who you become - Steven Pizzaro

Steven was set up when picking up drugs from someone’s house. The drug dealer pulled out a gun, but it never went off. Steven ended up shooting and killing the drug dealer. 

Find out how he went from a hard hearted gangster - to a life transformed.

Part 2 - Who Are You? Is It What People Have Labeled You?

“Is there something you are doing to cover up the pain from your past?”

Cody felt he had “arrived” because he felt he was on top of the world. But when he got there he realized there was a massive void inside his heart. Cody was sent to a Psychiatry Center and in his mind this was a green light to push the envelope a little further. 

A monster diagnosis was labeled over Cody’s life and he describes how he considered agreeing with it. This dramatic label and change in his life could have caused a snowball affect. Find out what this label was and the effects of Cody’s decision.

Part 3 - Who Are You? Is It What People Have Labeled You? 

Labels from your past can truly cause an influence in your life that will be a positive or negative effect. A life of no purpose started to occur in Cody’s heart; so he started a life of survival tactics that cost him more than imagined. 

Extreme plans of suicidal attempts, radical health issues and a strong desire to die; but still Cody is alive. Find out what can possibly defeat a path of destruction leading to death. Listen to our guest Cody Bates as he shares his life experiences.