Beckett Cook, who struggled with same sex attraction, and ended up as a famous set designer in Hollywood... but found the party life left him empty. Find out what happened.
“How can you become everything you wanted to be; and still feel unfulfilled?”
Jeffrey was 12 years old and struggled with same sex attraction and started dating boys at the age of 15. He was a very creative and a sensitive boy growing up so this really set him up on a different path then most young men. Jeffrey was under the impression due to his fathers mistakes that men hurt women and he did not want to be that sort of man.
Realizing that his homosexual relationships continued to fail, Jeffrey still didn't find the fulfillment he was looking for. Jeffrey made a decision to to become transgender and took on the identity of a drag queen named Scarlett which quickly progressed to becoming transgender. He then started the process of reassignment surgery to become a woman. He was diagnosed as Gender Dysphoria; which he knew this would be permission to start having surgeries.
A night of drinking turned into a night of suicidal thoughts and Jeffrey ended up in a Mental Hospital. The further Jeffery identified as Scarlett the more promiscuous he became, the deeper the emptiness and the further disconnected he felt.
Jeffrey had a few secrets in his life that he didn't share with others at the time. He began to feel a shift in his life and would love to share those secrets with you. Find out what powerful secret in Jeffreys life brought an extreme shift for a life of peace with his identity.
Jeffrey was on a journey in life to have to having gender reassignment surgery. No matter how many men he dated, no matter what he did as a drag queen (who went by the name of Scarlett) nor any drugs or anything else seemed to fulfill his heart.
A decision was made to to talk with a psychiatrist, psychologist, and gain counseling; but then yet again Jeffrey found himself in a deep dark pit and felt suicidal to the point of hospitalization.
A vicious cycle began because Jeffrey did not have the funds for the transgender reassignment surgery so he started to dating several men with hopes that one of these men would pay for the surgeries. Trying to get through life Jeffrey started to utilize drugs and alcohol so he can sell himself just to cover his cost of living.
Realizing that these men would pay for the date and expenses; at the end of the night he would pay it all back by having sex with these men. Jeffrey now acknowledges he was prostituting himself by following through with this exchange.
Jeffrey found out a surprising shock and discovery and now has started questioning his own value and purpose.
