Real Life Radio Show
Part 1 - Do you think God hates you? - Desie Escamilla

Part 1 - Do you think God hates you? - Desie Escamilla

August 22, 2019

Do you feel like God is unjust? Do you think God hates you because of all you have been through? Desie Escamilla had a very difficult upbringing. In her late teens, she accidentally shot and killed her boyfriend. The guilt drove her into alcohol, drugs, and same-sex relationships.

She tried to escape the pain, but it never left and her suicide attempts failed. Desie told God off one day and to her surprise, He spoke back. Find out what The Lord said and how it humbled her to completely change.

Part 2 - Do you think God hates you? - Desie Escamilla

Part 2 - Do you think God hates you? - Desie Escamilla

August 22, 2019

Do you feel like God is unjust? Do you think God hates you because of all you have been through? Desie Escamilla had a very difficult upbringing. In her late teens, she accidentally shot and killed her boyfriend. The guilt drove her into alcohol, drugs, and same-sex relationships.

She tried to escape the pain, but it never left and her suicide attempts failed. Desie told God off one day and to her surprise, He spoke back. Find out what The Lord said and how it humbled her to completely change.

Part 3 - Do you think God hates you? - Desie Escamilla

Part 3 - Do you think God hates you? - Desie Escamilla

August 22, 2019

Do you feel like God is unjust? Do you think God hates you because of all you have been through? Desie Escamilla had a very difficult upbringing. In her late teens, she accidentally shot and killed her boyfriend. The guilt drove her into alcohol, drugs, and same-sex relationships.

She tried to escape the pain, but it never left and her suicide attempts failed. Desie told God off one day and to her surprise, He spoke back. Find out what The Lord said and how it humbled her to completely change.

​Part 1 - Have you ever felt like you were not enough for God? - Grace Wood Smith​

​Part 1 - Have you ever felt like you were not enough for God? - Grace Wood Smith​

August 22, 2019

Grace Smith never felt good enough and thought her god wouldn’t accept her. Grace cried out to God asking who is the True God.  She was surprised to receive an answer through a personal encounter.

Part 3 - Have you ever felt like you were not enough for God? - Grace Wood Smith

Part 3 - Have you ever felt like you were not enough for God? - Grace Wood Smith

August 22, 2019

She was a devout Muslim, but constantly lived in fear and never felt love. Grace Wood Smith never felt good enough and thought her god wouldn’t accept her. Grace cried out to God asking who is the True God. 
She was surprised to receive an answer through a personal encounter.

Find out how she was touched by His love and now she’s free from fear.

Redemptive Love Ministries - Ramin Parsa

Redemptive Love Ministries - Ramin Parsa

August 21, 2019

Is freedom of religion being threatened here in America?

Redemptive Love Ministries brings many to the Lord utilizing evangelism and spreading the gospel. Holy Spirit said do not loose your fire when you get to America. He had noticed the luke warmness and the complacency of christians. Ramin would like to bring people close to Jesus to be awakened and be empowered by God. 

Ramin grew up in Iran and was raised as a muslim. He started questioning faith and the meaning of life. He had become depressed, hopeless and disappointed. Ramin had a revelation that his muslim faith was not real and it actually was cruel. If Allah is not god who is God? He heard the gospel of Jesus and turned his faith to Jesus. His life was threatened and he was even stabbed. 

Part 2 - Who Are You? Is It What People Have Labeled You?

Part 2 - Who Are You? Is It What People Have Labeled You?

July 2, 2019

“Is there something you are doing to cover up the pain from your past?”

Cody felt he had “arrived” because he felt he was on top of the world. But when he got there he realized there was a massive void inside his heart. Cody was sent to a Psychiatry Center and in his mind this was a green light to push the envelope a little further. 

A monster diagnosis was labeled over Cody’s life and he describes how he considered agreeing with it. This dramatic label and change in his life could have caused a snowball affect. Find out what this label was and the effects of Cody’s decision.

Part 3 - Who Are You? Is It What People Have Labeled You? 

Part 3 - Who Are You? Is It What People Have Labeled You? 

July 2, 2019

Labels from your past can truly cause an influence in your life that will be a positive or negative effect. A life of no purpose started to occur in Cody’s heart; so he started a life of survival tactics that cost him more than imagined. 

Extreme plans of suicidal attempts, radical health issues and a strong desire to die; but still Cody is alive. Find out what can possibly defeat a path of destruction leading to death. Listen to our guest Cody Bates as he shares his life experiences.

Part 1 - Can Drug Use Cause Paranoia?

Part 1 - Can Drug Use Cause Paranoia?

July 1, 2019

“With the well known risk of Drug use why do people still do them?”

Liberty at the age of 2-3 years old her parents had divorced and shortly after that she was sexually abused. She began to suppress the hurts of her heart from sexual abuse and fell into what society labels as rebellion. At the age of 12 Liberty started stealing cigarettes from her dad, smoking pot, drinking alcohol, and progressed in addiction. The age of 18 Liberty started doing cocaine, at age 20 started doing club drugs at night clubs and shortly after that the fun of using drugs stopped. Liberty started a heavy addiction, and became addicted to crack cocaine that lead to meth, that escalated into snorting meth, smoking meth, then shooting meth everyday all day long.

Weighing 90lbs, becoming homeless, and going from shooting meth all day to cold turkey did some major things to her brain. She became trapped in extreme paranoia and fear with an obsessive thought that somebody was going to attack her. Hear Liberty’s story and the miracle hope it brings from a life of downward spiral to a life of peace and clarity.

Part 1 - Ever Wish You Were Someone Else?

Part 1 - Ever Wish You Were Someone Else?

July 1, 2019

“How can you become everything you wanted to be; and still feel unfulfilled?”

Jeffrey was 12 years old and struggled with same sex attraction and started dating boys at the age of 15. He was a very creative and a sensitive boy growing up so this really set him up on a different path then most young men. Jeffrey was under the impression due to his fathers mistakes that men hurt women and he did not want to be that sort of man.

Realizing that his homosexual relationships continued to fail, Jeffrey still didn't find the fulfillment he was looking for. Jeffrey made a decision to to become transgender and took on the identity of a drag queen named Scarlett which quickly progressed to becoming transgender. He then started the process of reassignment surgery to become a woman. He was diagnosed as Gender Dysphoria; which he knew this would be permission to start having surgeries. 

A night of drinking turned into a night of suicidal thoughts and Jeffrey ended up in a Mental Hospital. The further Jeffery identified as Scarlett the more promiscuous he became, the deeper the emptiness and the further disconnected he felt. 

Jeffrey had a few secrets in his life that he didn't share with others at the time. He began to feel a shift in his life and would love to share those secrets with you. Find out what powerful secret in Jeffreys life brought an extreme shift for a life of peace with his identity.