Self-harm: Self hatred almost destroyed her life. Suzi Yelvington Part 3 of 3 with Anh Le

In today's testimony, we have been talking about self hatred, and how thoughts of self hatred and self loathing can become a problem for different types of people. We have recently been trying to discover more about the roots of self hatred by having Suzi Yelvington tell us about her past of dealing with this very issue. She told us in our last show that she committed adultery in her first marriage, and it only added to her already heightened feelings of self hatred. She felt guilty, condemned, and no matter what people pleasing she did, it didn't seem to work. So she shared with us how she got into another relationship and dived into cocaine use, and that temporarily helped her to counteract feelings of inadequacy and low self esteem by feeling confident and invincible on the drug. But it only led to bigger issues of hatred in her life, and she couldn't get out of this cycle. But then someone from her hairdressing school told her about Jesus, and asked if she was saved. She didn't understand, and her friend walked her through this mysterious prayer that changed her life where she had an encounter with Jesus and it was like all the weight of self hatred she felt growing up with just lifted off her shoulders. Today, she is going to talk about her continued life as a Christian and how it solved a lot of problems from her past.